Come back

It’s been a long time since I’ve written here, and in that span of time a lot has happened. I graduated, I took a long needed holiday in Japan and I earned some money. Overall, 2018 was a lazy one for me. For as far back as I can remember I’ve been in some form of education. 14. 14 years I’ve been in education and training, I can’t imagine how people who took longer degrees than I did feel. I can’t even remember probably 3 or 4 of the 6 I wasn’t in training and so I had to take a break.

So now I’m back, I’ve taken my breath of fresh air, and I’m ready to find myself a place in my industry (if only it were that easy). I feel like I’m too stubborn, I’m too picky about where I want to work and I don’t like displaying things that I’m not sure of or think that I’ve finished. This is something that I struggle with, and it’s affecting my life in serious ways. A step I’m going to take toward resolving that is becoming more active here, and taking on small projects that I can complete over time.

It’s a small step, and hopefully it will give me the confidence to help mend my ways and my life overall. As they say, baby steps. After this I’ll try to go back to actual technical articles and project reflections, but this should be enough for now.